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  1. In a really similar situation with my parents except my dad was my abuser. It’s been a nightmare. Just really sorry for what you’re going through.

  2. I’m so so so sorry you have to go through that. I can’t imagine having to deal with that

  3. This is so fucked up. I don’t have anything to add that others haven’t said already but I wanted to add another comment to let you know you’re not alone and that you are 100% in the right and your parents gaslighting you like this is unacceptable and absolute trash - so so sorry you’re going through this

  4. Thank you, it is comforting to know I’m not alone. It’s all just so unfortunate

  5. Welcome to the club. I have a physics and philosophy undergrad degree, but then I got sick, started grad school for theoretical physics and had to drop out. It really sucks. I am bored to death but I just can't concentrate on anything. I thought everyone was out there to get me and I didn't feel safe.

  6. Last year after my sister’s suicide, I hesitatingly opened up to my mom that my sister and I were sexually abused as children. She basically ignored me and said “we’ll, I’m sure they had it worse.” (In reference to my abusers sisters.) over the summer I confronted her again and asked why she cared so little about this. “You never told me.” I. Fucking. Did. Even after I “told her for the first time” over the summer, she still pays no mind to that fact at all. She got pissed that I was upset by her lack of reaction.

  7. Omg same. I HAAAAAAATE antipsychotics. The side effects and long term side effects are cruel. I am currently on 3mg of risperidone and I fucking hate it. Makes me have all sorts of crazy side effects and I’ve gained 17lbs since I’ve been on it for the last 8 months

  8. I mean, I have schizophrenia so I can’t smoke but I imagine it’d be healing if I could

  9. See a medical professional and PROMISE YOULL STAY AWAY FROM DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. Abusing substances in my youth only made my schizophrenia worse

  10. My cousin (probably around 12ish) used to touch and kiss my younger sister and I. I remember being small toddlers (younger than 5) and my sister and I would reciprocate the behavior we learned from him on each other. It’s disturbing to think back on… we endured so so much abuse. She killed herself last year.

  11. Kinda?? Like sometimes I notice my hallucinations relate to certain topics I was thinking about prior in the day

  12. I promised myself I would not date until I was no longer harming myself. I’m currently in a relationship and they’re very accepting of my scars but, I no longer self harm. Of course I want to! The urges are still there but, I use my relationship as a guard rail to prevent myself from SH. There are people out there who will love and accept you. Good luck xoxo

  13. Yes, you are just very self aware and have good insight. I am the same way when I’m medicated. I have constant weird delusions but can dismiss them as I know they are not real (despite what I may feel)

  14. Voices, emotional bluntness and idk if this is trauma related but, I’ve been developing addiction to food and alcohol again:(

  15. Well, initially I was diagnosed as bipolar 1 with psychotic features. I was given that diagnosis almost immediately (I think after three sessions with my psychiatrist) and was then prescribed anti psychotics. As the months continued my diagnosis was changed to Schizoaffective Bipolar type

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