Yes, I understand completely. Itās awkward and comes out super fake and unflattering. Iāve been told by my facial expression I look like I do drugs. Which is terribleā¦I try not to focus in on it, it makes it worse the more your aware of it
I think about cutting every now and then. Havenāt done it yet, in a long time. I broke a dish glass the other day, and triggered me when I sliced my finger open. I donāt really change my appearance.. other self destructive self harm, would be not eating, binge eating, drinking.. or crying constantly
Iām trying to badly, itās always constant feeling. Comes and goes as long I keep myself distracted and self destruct in the process. I havenāt cut myself in a long time, and I feel like relapsing. Drinking right now, about to take Ativan. I know itās my anxiety
-chasing bf barefooted/half naked to prevent him from leaving -manipulating my bf friends to talk crap about him and strain their relationship -messaging his exās some off the wall shit detailing her nipples -breaking crying down at work in-front of my patients and staff -showing up unwanted at a party -victimizing myself to everyone I meet
I donāt feel like a terrible human being with this platform and the support is overwhelming with understanding. Itās been a blessing to find people who think like me. Iām not alone. š
He definitely shouldāve worded that better what the hell. My boyfriend actively tryās to communicate with me in the nicest manner possible. Today for example i wanted to hang out with him but he mentioned how he wanted a day to himself and how heās going to be super busy this weekend. If he were to say ādonāt start this shit againā i would be crushed. Iām sorry he responded in such a manner but it seems heās frustrated. You should definitely try telling him that the way he responded was mean & if he could change his tone & how he replies to you from here on out.
I really appreciate it and this forum is a safe place for me. Iām glad I have people that are just like me, and Iām not alone in this battle. Iām really trying to avoid contact with him, and stay busy. Drinkingā¦ but just trying to gather my thoughts
I decided to remove all electronics except for family tv time during the final week of every month. On other weeks they are allowed some gaming Monday, Wednesday and weekends. Kids need to be reminded how else to fill their time and stop filling their brains with hyper information present in electronics
Insane according to my partners
this one right here āļø lmaoo
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Practically anything Fiona Apple is BPD songs. I really enjoy werewolf, paperbag, not about love and every single night. Pure genius .
I just love her.. she so raw and real
What is the video from
The love witch
Mine is horrible omg. All the bars are super high or full..
Mine was the same super high..besides the splitting. Which I feel I split more often than Iād like..
Yes, I understand completely. Itās awkward and comes out super fake and unflattering. Iāve been told by my facial expression I look like I do drugs. Which is terribleā¦I try not to focus in on it, it makes it worse the more your aware of it
Sheās raging š
I think about cutting every now and then. Havenāt done it yet, in a long time. I broke a dish glass the other day, and triggered me when I sliced my finger open. I donāt really change my appearance.. other self destructive self harm, would be not eating, binge eating, drinking.. or crying constantly
Iām a psych nurse actually.. there are some days where I get triggered but definitely opened my eyes to a variety of mental illness.
Hey friend. Itās gonna be okay. This too shall pass kinda thing.
Iām trying to badly, itās always constant feeling. Comes and goes as long I keep myself distracted and self destruct in the process. I havenāt cut myself in a long time, and I feel like relapsing. Drinking right now, about to take Ativan. I know itās my anxiety
-chasing bf barefooted/half naked to prevent him from leaving -manipulating my bf friends to talk crap about him and strain their relationship -messaging his exās some off the wall shit detailing her nipples -breaking crying down at work in-front of my patients and staff -showing up unwanted at a party -victimizing myself to everyone I meet
I donāt feel like a terrible human being with this platform and the support is overwhelming with understanding. Itās been a blessing to find people who think like me. Iām not alone. š
He definitely shouldāve worded that better what the hell. My boyfriend actively tryās to communicate with me in the nicest manner possible. Today for example i wanted to hang out with him but he mentioned how he wanted a day to himself and how heās going to be super busy this weekend. If he were to say ādonāt start this shit againā i would be crushed. Iām sorry he responded in such a manner but it seems heās frustrated. You should definitely try telling him that the way he responded was mean & if he could change his tone & how he replies to you from here on out.
Thank you, I know thereās more to this then that..I initiated sex earlier in the message and he rudely told me to go do that with someone else.
Jenny jizz???
Milo
im so sorry hon.. even if you dont have much support irl, you have a whole community that understands and loves you
I really appreciate it and this forum is a safe place for me. Iām glad I have people that are just like me, and Iām not alone in this battle. Iām really trying to avoid contact with him, and stay busy. Drinkingā¦ but just trying to gather my thoughts
My toxic ass, finds another person to talk too. Or Iāll go insane and push them away with my text and call 100 times, till fp blocks me
I decided to remove all electronics except for family tv time during the final week of every month. On other weeks they are allowed some gaming Monday, Wednesday and weekends. Kids need to be reminded how else to fill their time and stop filling their brains with hyper information present in electronics
I love this..