It’s gonna be okay. There isn’t a God out their punishing you but it is a very common delusion to think evil is after you. What do you mean by interconnected frameworks? You’re not evil you’re just having a hard time and a good chance you suffer with psychosis at the moment. Are you taking any drugs at all? Your thoughts aren’t being stolen I think you’re just struggling with your attention span due to your illness.
Does anyone else have this in almost psychotically *I apologize probably the wrong word, but I swear I know what people are saying about me/thinking. So yeah I KNOW they hate me, I can hear their thoughts.
Maybe it's a delusion? I do get the same thing though if it's strongly held and you truly believe it with all faith then probably a psychotic delusion, it could also be social anxiety and it could just be personality pathology I think it depends on how pervasive and how strongly held it is
Is that okay to have psychotic delusions. I had a therapist and brought it up with her, I don't think she was very good. She would just argue how do I know, because I do know. I just know.
It's not morally bad but if left untreated could throw you into a psychotic episode or develop a psychotic disorder overall not morally bad but def bad to leave untreated as it can get very debilitating
Yeah same lmao it was the robo 30s that fucked up my Dxm tolerance to the max. Ever since then Idk why I even bother with Dxm. That 900mg freebase dose fucked me up baddd. Also I had an overdose on pcp and idk if that dissociation gave me a tolerance to Dxm dissociation
I think antisocial too. I stopped myself from doing things a few years ago because it was bad and it was like an addiction. It was a part of me since a child but it made me feel so good. And fed my ego so much so I kept doing it. But I don’t wanna get caught that’s the only thing. The older I get the more “bad” the things are I want to do. So the consequences are more severe. So I have to try and control myself but it’s hard and I have aggressive outbursts because of it 🥲
Yesss this. Like I should have been born in medieval times or some shit. But there were rules back then too but I feel I’d fit in more idk. Or like the Roman gladiators type shit. Just some time when it was hard to get caught lol like imagine all the people that got away with stuff because there wasn’t technology to catch them or prove they committed a crime. And the second part. 100% agree
Do you have any history of schizophrenia spectrum disorders in your family? I didn’t know until just the last couple of years. My great uncle had it. Until then a therapist had put me down the wrong road to DID. Turns out more likely schizoaffective, since I have bipolar symptoms. How long have you experienced these symptoms?
My mother has Schizophrenia she's been diagnosed since 27 but started developing it at 22, my grandmother had schizoaffective disorder and committed suicide in her late 30s I believe. My moms brother has some sort of delusional disorder but I'm not sure which type as I don't speak to him, and my uncle on my dads side has Schizotypal personality disorder
I do they are very distressing and becoming hard to function since December 2022 as far as hallucinations and paranoia but the isolation and emotional blunting has been bad since 2021 Or 2019
I am concerned with them when it is a social situation and I feel I have to appear morally correct but overall I don't think about them a lot and have very black and white thinking in general
I love morals. Especially mine. Because my morals are the best morals and I dare anybody to prove me wrong /hj /we have a little fun in this narcissistic house
It feels like they are living in my head, or I'll hear people talking to me from a bit away, when I go over and ask what they need, or answer their question, absolutely nothing was said
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Me with the multiple empty or half empty bags of snacks in my hoard 😃
Sprickle 😩
LITERALLY ME LIKE SHIT DONT EVEN WORK NO MORE 😭
How much DPH have you had tonight? And I totally get it, I've been through a 3 month psychosis and I'm still using.
I haven't done it since the summer and I had a really bad psychotic episode on December 2022 and I've been slipping since therfore
It’s gonna be okay. There isn’t a God out their punishing you but it is a very common delusion to think evil is after you. What do you mean by interconnected frameworks? You’re not evil you’re just having a hard time and a good chance you suffer with psychosis at the moment. Are you taking any drugs at all? Your thoughts aren’t being stolen I think you’re just struggling with your attention span due to your illness.
I am Not on any meds if you mean drugs I don't take any anymore
Does anyone else have this in almost psychotically *I apologize probably the wrong word, but I swear I know what people are saying about me/thinking. So yeah I KNOW they hate me, I can hear their thoughts.
Maybe it's a delusion? I do get the same thing though if it's strongly held and you truly believe it with all faith then probably a psychotic delusion, it could also be social anxiety and it could just be personality pathology I think it depends on how pervasive and how strongly held it is
Is that okay to have psychotic delusions. I had a therapist and brought it up with her, I don't think she was very good. She would just argue how do I know, because I do know. I just know.
It's not morally bad but if left untreated could throw you into a psychotic episode or develop a psychotic disorder overall not morally bad but def bad to leave untreated as it can get very debilitating
I get this too I always didn't know why my name feels so foreign to me it feels like I'm introducing someone else at times
How long have you felt chronic emptiness
It's always been on and off recently been really bad for last 3 months
yes especially fluorescent lighting
YES!
Yeah I just dropped 1776mg poli. We'll see if I even leave 2nd or 3rd plat. I never can even identify where I get to anymore
Same idk what plat I hit most times, I did robocough for a whole month on a binge and overdosed at 1500mg of it 💀
Yeah same lmao it was the robo 30s that fucked up my Dxm tolerance to the max. Ever since then Idk why I even bother with Dxm. That 900mg freebase dose fucked me up baddd. Also I had an overdose on pcp and idk if that dissociation gave me a tolerance to Dxm dissociation
Omggggg freebase fr fucked me up too! They were not lying that shit is strong asf, what's pcp like I've been curious of it before
I've known some women who did dxm but they stopped doing it at some point
On and off. I often don't wanna be self aware
This is fr
I think antisocial too. I stopped myself from doing things a few years ago because it was bad and it was like an addiction. It was a part of me since a child but it made me feel so good. And fed my ego so much so I kept doing it. But I don’t wanna get caught that’s the only thing. The older I get the more “bad” the things are I want to do. So the consequences are more severe. So I have to try and control myself but it’s hard and I have aggressive outbursts because of it 🥲
I feel you, I would be a really shitty person if I couldn't get caught or if laws didn't exist
Yesss this. Like I should have been born in medieval times or some shit. But there were rules back then too but I feel I’d fit in more idk. Or like the Roman gladiators type shit. Just some time when it was hard to get caught lol like imagine all the people that got away with stuff because there wasn’t technology to catch them or prove they committed a crime. And the second part. 100% agree
Damn I thought I was the only one who felt this way!!! I thought about being a criminal during the 60s due to the lower chance of being caught
Me and the guy who left me:
I dwell on it and then I try to act like I was right and they were wrong or I try and delude myself into believing they still like me
Goddamn I hope I can grow a solid beard like that
Same here
I wonder if the Board is aware of the Boards . . .
The world may never know 😳
Omfg!
Crackers 🤤
Do you have any history of schizophrenia spectrum disorders in your family? I didn’t know until just the last couple of years. My great uncle had it. Until then a therapist had put me down the wrong road to DID. Turns out more likely schizoaffective, since I have bipolar symptoms. How long have you experienced these symptoms?
My mother has Schizophrenia she's been diagnosed since 27 but started developing it at 22, my grandmother had schizoaffective disorder and committed suicide in her late 30s I believe. My moms brother has some sort of delusional disorder but I'm not sure which type as I don't speak to him, and my uncle on my dads side has Schizotypal personality disorder
I’d definitely would talk with a doctor about this. It seems like you are definitely having a hard time with all of these intrusions.
I do they are very distressing and becoming hard to function since December 2022 as far as hallucinations and paranoia but the isolation and emotional blunting has been bad since 2021 Or 2019
I am concerned with them when it is a social situation and I feel I have to appear morally correct but overall I don't think about them a lot and have very black and white thinking in general
I love morals. Especially mine. Because my morals are the best morals and I dare anybody to prove me wrong /hj /we have a little fun in this narcissistic house
Yes
Idk if it's something else or psychosis but inside my head but there not my thoughts or even sound like me
It feels like they are living in my head, or I'll hear people talking to me from a bit away, when I go over and ask what they need, or answer their question, absolutely nothing was said
I get it like this too
It never ends
My favourite is romanticizing normal interactions and convincing myself people are in love with me
This ones a real one ☝️